My last Blog in Germany SEP
Last blog...
Din hav much time left liao., so just gonna type sth...
This SEP in general was great though there were lots of unhappy things that happened. But the friendship I made is wat i really treasure now...
Now going back HOME to face with new problems, but for me, definetly i'll be able to cope with it de, becoz I have groqn up liao... Seriously of coz!!
Till the end of the year to come for European immersion that I'll really really miss Munich...
Luv ya always
Xiaoling 加油!! for honours year ^_^
Chocolates & Sweets from Germany... out for grabs!!!
Dearezzzzzzz........
Here are the
different flavours of Ritter Sports (0.69 euro = 1.50 SGD) 100g:
1) Yoghurt
2) Cocao cream
3) Alpen milk
4) Full milk
5) Half bitter
6) Rum & Rasins & Nuts
7) Raisins & Nuts
8) Cornflakes
9) Biscuit
10)Coconut
11)Marzipan
12)Nougat
13)Peppermint
14)Fine herb (dark chocolate)
15)Dark full nuts choc
16)White full nuts choc
17)Mandeln nuts
18)Edel bitter (71%)
...plus
3 new Ritter Sports Summer flavours (white chocs):
19)Strawberry
20)Lemon
21)Orange
Flavours of Fererro Garden series (1.79 euro = 3.70 SGD), 8 in a pack:
22)Mandorla
23)Pistocello
24)Nocclola
Milka Chocolate in US dollars but hor cheaper here lah
Haribo Gummi Bears (0.85 euro = 1.80 SGD) 300 g
hee..to place orders please catch me on msn by 10th Aug 4pm (SG time) ...while stocks last! ^_^
10.49 am Munich Germany
Cloudy, windy
abt 28 degress CelsiusHad been studying organic chem for 1 hr plus, so sian sia. All my frenz here at SEP finish exam le except to struggle another near 2 weeks. If I continue to keep up with my pace of studying i'm sure i can pull up my pathetic marks in the 1st exam to at least a passing grade. How i wish all these exams end soon, and see the last of Munich. It is so ironic that I will miss Munich and I want to go home. But my eagerness to go home is much stronger of coz ^_^ Miss my parents, my bro, my frenz all & all , so many of them....... Really miss them so dearly... I really want to thank them for supporting me this long when I was in SEP. Though we are geographically apart, but your warmth and concern for me is definetly reached!!! You are all my TRUE FRENZ!! How can I survive without you all?? 结下的友谊，我只想维持它。我能吗？好想你们啊！你们可知道？Why I say this statement? becoz I felt sad, i actually felt quite lost from my SG frenz... 回家！我要！Really!! Whenever they are toking abt now, I really catch no ball at times. I got so much of catching to do. Meet up with different groups of frenz, ask them wat are they so buzy nowadays, gossip a little, just like the old days... Miss those days!!! Exactly 2 more weeks , I'll be home... Wait for me ok??? ^_^
8.43 pm Munich Germany
slowly getting dark
abt 26 degress CelsiusToday was a bad day. Went to ask for extension of hostel then the person say cannot extend coz there is already ppl lined up after my room when i move out on 31july... They said that we must have 2 mths notice, but our exam dates here were only fixed on this week, how can i possibly tell when i'll stay until. This is so unfair... My organic module already forced to take in german and i must score at least 78 and above for the next test otherwise i'll fail... This is already so difficult. Then now the stupid accommodation has problem... Can't i have a peace in mind? Then whenever i really need sb to tok to, i always cannot find one.... Frenz in singapore sleeping, frenz here are buzy. how i wish i back in singapore that how buzy my frenz in singapore are, they'll still will be there to 安慰 me... Thanks weeshan so late le in singapore near 3am, u r still on msn, looking at the words of 牢骚 that i typed out. If u r not there even, i cannot imagine how 可怜 i am. Nobody to tok. i look through the graduation ceremony photos again, i really miss u all... If onli i'm there, if only i'm not in this SEP, maybe i won't be tearing like every alternate days, more than the amount of tears that i will cry put in a year. Is it my wrong choice to come here? Or am i still to weak to face such obstacles. This is too much for me. i really dun like it. Watever i do, the outcome seems to disobey me... Am i that "suay"? y?
12.05 pm Munich Germany
Sunny and a bit windy
abt 26 degress CelsiusJust saw the graduation ceremony of my fellow chemistry classmates batch 2003 2 hrs ago. When i saw them dressed up so smartly and go up to the stage to collect their certificate, how i wish i'm 1 of there ah... Haiz... I can't even be present to witness them. Koaz... Send so congrats sms to them then got 冲动 to call them and i did. Haha, jiexin sounded so excited and high... Din get the chance to tok to weeshan, cheryl and charlene, coz huifang couldn't find them. Ah... If only i'm there too, then we can all take photos together. Oh my gosh, i miss them man, will really miss my chem mates. Next yr will be out turn le, haha, then will force them to come and see us wear 方帽. Then we can throw 方帽 together... Ah so fun!!! i really hoping the day come asap. Meiyi promised to help me make up nice nice that day haha. Really can't wait!! To my dearest frenz who graduated today: CONGRATS!!! This is your next stage of life le... hope everything will be 顺顺利利 then dun forgot the friendship that we built up and stay in contact. Love u all always! Miss ya! May our friendship last 4ever neh...... ^_^
12.10 pm Munich Germany
Sunny
abt 27 degress Celsius
心情不好,
the best way is really to go out and walk walk, listening to super loud music... But sometimes, once hurt never can it heal completely... never... 不守信用is really wat i hate, trying to forgive but still everything not gonna be like b4. Somethings really dunno how to say out and of coz depends on who to tok too... Sorry that sad such harsh words to my frenz in singapore... I noe is $$ for u all to come. But if only so that you all around, maybe a lot of things won't happen. Or is it that in the first place to come for SEP is wrong?? come here I really think that i mature a lot on thinking, really think a lot these days... Growing white hair le haha... So u all can see i laughing so i'm fine lah after much cooling down... I'll be going back on 11th aug that is reach singapore on 12th aug. Haiz when i come back got lotst of problems to face again. since i miss the honours orientation i need to take safety test, then i have to start on my proj... then till sep then can wait for my credits from TUM here to send over to NUS to permantely change my status to a year 4 status. As usual Germany is always so slow, i bet i going to run after them for my credits haiz.... Then come back to face my parents. Confirm being scolded and nagged... maybe start on my own too long le, seriously speaking dunno whether can "tahan" them anot... at least now is 1 month more... at least... i'll be home soon and forget all those bad times... all of them...
11.54 pm Munich Germany
Super Windy
abt 22 degress Celsius
今天是法国对葡萄牙。法国又赢了！！气死我了！！！！WHY they always win??? Why?? I so hate French football team. They play with filithy methods. hate them!!! Then went back to call the stupid emirates they say they can only change for munich to dubai but not dubai to singapore... WAT THE HELL!!!! I got troubled by the fact that I cannot bring forward my 9th august exam and then france win and now got this stupid air tix prob!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 我要回家！！回家！！就不会那么烦了！！在这里，我真的是哭的比笑的多。每次都有so many 烦恼。。。没人可以倾诉。。。表面上我总是笑嘻嘻的，和这里的朋友感情好像变好了，但是实际上并不是。我越来越不开心，越来越寂寞，越来越孤单。。。自想回家。有mummy and my bro waiting for me and of coz my dearest dearest frenz: liling, audrey, huifang, ting, jiexin, siewchin, meiyi, siewmay, weeshan, jasmine, ying, tonglong, changyong, adlina and so many more…… I just missed them, I’m SUFFERING SUFFERING SUFFERING HERE!!!! Is about time that I’m going to have emotional breakdown… this whole SEP is really rewarding in terms of being emotionally more strengthened… ya right!!! No loh… My frenz will noe that I not a strong person at all. Upon facing problems, 1st thing is to worry like hell, and panic then cry……… I’M SUPER CRY BABY!!! Always have to sit on bed and cry and for the past weeks, practically every day, every single day I cry and cry…. My heart aches so much these days…. Mummy sick so more… I’m just feel like going home…. I really dun wan anything le, eventhough I’ll be alone I also dun care le, I just want to go home…WOoooo I miss home, I miss my frenz… Do you all know that I miss you??? Y u all never come here??? I alone here u noe??? Everyday like now… where are u all ???????????????????????????????????? Why never tok to me le??? I feel lonely......... U all noe?
12.54 am Munich Germany
Windy
abt 24 degress CelsiusToday was the match of semifinals: Germany vs Italy... ITALY WON!!! How happy am I man... Becoz I was too sad last week. The whole world cup is rubbish lah... Referees that judge very biasly, anyhoe give yellow/red cards, or dun give at all... really rubbish. Made the teams that are worthwhile staying on to be kicked out. Spain was a victim. Stupid France... Hate them, they played like through under methods loh... Like to push ppl or pull their clothes... can't believe it they can reach semifinals. Portugal shall trash France... TRASH!!!! My poor England lost... WOOOOOOOO!!!!! Lampard din even score a single goal in this whole world cup.... not even during the penalty shoot out. This world cup is really not his match. I felt damn sad loh... How I wish they are still kicking becoz if it is, they will be here in Munich Stadium tml. And if spain won, then I may see Spain vs England even, becoz maybe can get spanish games tix... Ah!!!!!!!! I felt so diappointed. But at least today's match is worthwhile.... Italy played well better than Germany, so of coz they won at the 116 and 120 min haha... Was damn tired le... but at least for a long time that i'm so happy... If only England still around... LAMPARD IS STILL THE BEST!!!!!!!!!!
12.39 am Munich Germany
Windy
abt 24 degress Celsius
Had been quite moody these days... maybe of honours project or sth... but at least that is settled for a while. Haiz now is the exam dates of my modules. No replies for Profs. Damn!!! To my dearest frenz in singapore, sorry that my msn nick had been making u all worry for me... Sorry ah din tell u all much. Was in kind of deep shit lah, plus long story.... Of coz not with an ang moh here haha, if so lucky me loh. But too bad not. Kind of settled with him le. But suddenly felt empty. Like wat my dearest huifang say lah ah, miss him chasing after me... Haiz... Anyway the last decision was made by me, so, nobody to blame. Shall let nature takes its course. And for now to concentrate of my studies I hope. That's y seeing couples now really make me envy. Sometimes really will feel 心酸, 心痛... feel like nobody like care abt me at all lai that, espacially i seemed to be deprived of love at home. How I wish I can also like everyone else have a nice experience in my lovelife. But it doesn't seem to work out. I'm too stupid. Maybe that's fate. Fate to be single!!! My pattern got ppl 要, i still "hiam dang hiam sai"... Anyway I guess I got nobody 要, so, dun care le... Shall concentrate on earning huge bucks $$$$$$$$$$$$ very impt!! Of coz i still got U ALL mah - my dearest 姐妹, buddies and SEP frenz... 没人疼没人爱的话，那就要更疼和爱我自己!!! To him, I can only say: 我错过你，可能使我的损失，但我觉得没有开始是一件好事。Ah... Hate this kind of things... Koaz!!! Let time slowly heal me and by the time i reach back singapore, A BRAND NEW ME!!! (for the better of coz) ^_^
