Friday, July 14, 2006

8.43 pm Munich Germany
slowly getting dark
abt 26 degress Celsius

Today was a bad day. Went to ask for extension of hostel then the person say cannot extend coz there is already ppl lined up after my room when i move out on 31july... They said that we must have 2 mths notice, but our exam dates here were only fixed on this week, how can i possibly tell when i'll stay until. This is so unfair... My organic module already forced to take in german and i must score at least 78 and above for the next test otherwise i'll fail... This is already so difficult. Then now the stupid accommodation has problem... Can't i have a peace in mind? Then whenever i really need sb to tok to, i always cannot find one.... Frenz in singapore sleeping, frenz here are buzy. how i wish i back in singapore that how buzy my frenz in singapore are, they'll still will be there to 安慰 me... Thanks weeshan so late le in singapore near 3am, u r still on msn, looking at the words of 牢骚 that i typed out. If u r not there even, i cannot imagine how 可怜 i am. Nobody to tok. i look through the graduation ceremony photos again, i really miss u all... If onli i'm there, if only i'm not in this SEP, maybe i won't be tearing like every alternate days, more than the amount of tears that i will cry put in a year. Is it my wrong choice to come here? Or am i still to weak to face such obstacles. This is too much for me. i really dun like it. Watever i do, the outcome seems to disobey me... Am i that "suay"? y?

posted by 소영*ling @ 2:47 AM

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