Saturday, July 01, 2006

11.53 am Munich Germany
Windy and SUnny
abt 22 degress Celsius

Pissed... Call back 1st thing is $$. Ah sick... High phone bill?!?!! I onli call back onli, I cannot call back izzit? In that case I just off my phone for long time... Call back is to hear mummy saying how r u, eating good anot? That's wat she should say. 1st thing is $$. I very tired of this. $$ more impt than your daughter's well being izzit. Ppl say come SEP have fun... Ya I did, that was last month, june onwards need to study and worry abt the stupid honours project. Think that I got nth to be troubled abt. Right, as if... I dun have 烦恼... At times I really feel like flying back home, but whenever they tok abt $$ I so dread to go back and tok abt it. Back at home, practically everyday quarrel abt $$. $$ is always not the issue de mah. They dun noe that bring their children, we really hate it? Can't they understand. Now, practically everyday I crying loh.... Past few days was honours project and missing my frenz then today is for my stupid family. Seriously, I'm not enjoying my stay here at all... NOOOOO!!!! Then they will say in the first place why u want to come... Of coz come here is good opportunity and use my own $$. Is just that I need to stay on a bit longer that I need more $$ and they are so relunctant... Whenever lah.... I'm so sick and tired of all these kind of things. Why always have to worry abt $$.. $$ can earn back one, and I'll return to you all 1st thing I got my tuition fee OK??!?!?! I dun wan to owe you any $$. Funny that such parents exist... They seemes to be more concern abt $$ than their children. Watever le... I dun even give a damn abt it... Now onli hope I clear my exams smoothly then go back NUS do my honours year and earn $$ and move out ASAP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cannot stand it.... Cannot stand it..............

posted by 소영*ling @ 5:56 PM

1 Comments:

At 7:15 AM, Blogger Liweipool said...

You are not alone my friend... Anytime u need help, just turn to your friend lah... And calm down lah. Things like this happens everywhere and all the time. know u are upset, but reacting doesnt right anything also. Just try to cool abit loh. aiya now u must be saying that it's easy for me to say all these. but then, i bo bian lah, i must say something here...

 

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