Wednesday, July 05, 2006

12.39 am Munich Germany
Windy
abt 24 degress Celsius

Had been quite moody these days... maybe of honours project or sth... but at least that is settled for a while. Haiz now is the exam dates of my modules. No replies for Profs. Damn!!! To my dearest frenz in singapore, sorry that my msn nick had been making u all worry for me... Sorry ah din tell u all much. Was in kind of deep shit lah, plus long story.... Of coz not with an ang moh here haha, if so lucky me loh. But too bad not. Kind of settled with him le. But suddenly felt empty. Like wat my dearest huifang say lah ah, miss him chasing after me... Haiz... Anyway the last decision was made by me, so, nobody to blame. Shall let nature takes its course. And for now to concentrate of my studies I hope. That's y seeing couples now really make me envy. Sometimes really will feel 心酸, 心痛... feel like nobody like care abt me at all lai that, espacially i seemed to be deprived of love at home. How I wish I can also like everyone else have a nice experience in my lovelife. But it doesn't seem to work out. I'm too stupid. Maybe that's fate. Fate to be single!!! My pattern got ppl 要, i still "hiam dang hiam sai"... Anyway I guess I got nobody 要, so, dun care le... Shall concentrate on earning huge bucks $$$$$$$$$$$$ very impt!! Of coz i still got U ALL mah - my dearest 姐妹, buddies and SEP frenz... 没人疼没人爱的话，那就要更疼和爱我自己!!! To him, I can only say: 我错过你，可能使我的损失，但我觉得没有开始是一件好事。Ah... Hate this kind of things... Koaz!!! Let time slowly heal me and by the time i reach back singapore, A BRAND NEW ME!!! (for the better of coz) ^_^

posted by 소영*ling @ 6:42 AM

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